"I know its so messed up how our society all thinks"
That song is stuck in my head, but hey, its a good one (:
So, since I've last posted, life has been a routine. And if you really know me, you'd know I'm not a big fan of routines. Rituals, traditions, sure, but daily routines? Nahh...not for me. I think it's pretty boring to know what you're doing and doing it every single day. Sure, getting up in the morning, taking a shower, brushing your teeth, I get that, it's HYGIENE. i LOVE hygiene. But a hygienic routine is perfectly fine, but a...daily daily daily homework eating food workout reading sparetime tv computer routine is just...adh gadkfjadlkfj gdfkj ! I cannot do that, I know for sure. It's probably one of the reasons why I procrastinate a lot. Actually, I've been reading this blog on procrastination -- giving reasons why people prorastinate and ways to stop. It's actually pretty fascinating, no lie. Anywhooo, so my birthday is coming up, and what i really wanted to do was get those personalized m&m's! So i went online and picked my colors, designs and stuff, but when I looked up prices I was SHOCKED. It's $17 for one freaking bag! That's insane! And for 3 bags it'd be $12 per bag, so $36 and holy guacamole that's a LOT. So i was all, skip that. I'll buy regular m&m's. And saltwater taffy. I swear, over the summer it was my candy. I love saltwater taffy...so whoever's reading this who decides to get me a birthday present, a bag of saltwater taffy will be sufficient :D
So lately I've been ahead in my homework, and I'm so used to sleeping late that when I have the chance to go to sleep early for once, I don't, and I end up talking to people on the phone, or reading for a really long time. Now THAT is a habit I need to break, because sleep is so important. It's way more important than my friends. Honestly, if i did what my subconscious tells me to, then I would be getting 10 hours of sleep every single dang night. Screw friends hahahahaha (; Now don't get me wrong, friends are important. VERY important really, but when you think about it, how many people are you actually friends with that you were friends with 5 years ago? I know I'm not. I'm not even friends with some people I was best friends with 2 years ago! I still talk to them, but they're more like acquaintances. I have a very specificly strict definition of the word "friend". Especially "best friend". Right now, I don't have a best friend. (not including the man upstairs). But I have many friends who love me very much (: and I love them back! Hopefully some of them decide to stay in my life when I finally leave Bakersfield, but if not, oh well. There are a bajillion other people in the world who I can meet. Why can't I meet new people already!?!?!?!?!!?
It's kind of scarry when you have a party and when its a day before the RSVP date and there are 30 people who haven't RSVP'd yet...
I'm ready to take the SAT. I'm ready. I'm ready, I'm ready...
Time to figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life...I don't know. My plan is to become a pharmacist, but my parents always ask me why. And the only reason I have is that I'll be able to make bank and still do what I want recreationally and raise a family. I hope its enough.
I feel like I'm rambling too much, so adios my loves, until later
-Alexis
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